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Tuesday, November 25, 2008 Y 5:02 AM

(: I live life to the fullest; ♥ Desponess

I could not sleep well ytd nite. Lol, i kept dreaming i found job.Yup, i dreamt all nite long about the job thingy. Yup, i am so anxious if any one could hire me until i kept waking up in the middle of the nite. Then i go back to sleep and would dreamt the same thing again.

Arghhhhhh!! My desponess worsen today!! ( This happens in the morning)

So. I called HAPPY gift push cart to see if they need to hire me. The lady said i am too young but i tried to change her mind. She said she will call me back ltr. But i doubt so. So, indirctly, i knew i am rejected. T_T

You can try calling this place if you are looking for job.

Ok, My Desponess worsen alot in the afternoon. I am like having stomache because of this despon thing.

WEiling called in the afternoon sayin that Pizza HUt is available and have vacancy for Part timers. *Woohoo!!* WEiling also added that u need to be able to work for 6 months. Ok, She submitted her resume.

While i currently at tuition that time. Felt that i could leave my tuition halfway and went to Jp Piza hut. My heart is like racing very fast and having stomache!!! This is the most serious state of my desponess!!

But then w8. I HAD TO CALM MESELF DOWN!! Just then another theory popped into my mind like a light bulb.

I have to be clearminded. Cos i thot of a trick oftened use by con artist.

-> Put a person in abnormal state of mind. No matter how calm a person can be, he still will be surprising weak.

So, i have to be clearminded and regained my balance state of mind. ok here is my theory.

"Even how despo i am, i have to be calm and think properly before making any decision"

Thus, well, i thought properly. This was how i thought. I thought that the 6 months of Part time will affect my studies as if i took the part time job , the job would end at May2009. And since my parents trust me to make a good wise decision of which job to take, i should not make any decision that will disappoint them. -My thots ended here-

Hence, at first i wanted to go JP for the pizza hut job. After thinking wisely, i changed my mind instead.

I will never never x100 give up!!!! (-- this is also the cause of my desponess.)

I will not give up looking for job!

Even after a few hours ltr, Wo hen bu gan xin .That i am rejected in the morning. So I called Happy gift again . This time a man picked up th phone. I told him that i am finding part time job . he asked for my age and ltr he told me that i am too young. Still, i cant give up. I told him that i am really sincere abt the job. ok he told me to msg him abt my name and age. And he would call me bac if he is going to hire me for the push cart job.

OK . i msg him back.

End of my desponess.

Hey, I just found out that blood type can tell a person personality. So i searched the webbie to find my blood type personality.

Blood type O personality

Blood type O:The Natural Leader

Positive qualities:Ambitious, Trendsetter, Independent, Loyal, Athletic, Robust, Passionate and Self-confident.
Negative qualities:Arrogant, Vain, Jealous, Insensitive and Ruthless.
Compatibility:O is most compatible with blood types AB and O.

You want to be a leader, and when you see something you want, you keep striving until you achieve your goal.
You are a trend-setter, loyal, passionate, and self-confident.
Your weaknesses include vanity and jealously and a tendency to be too competitive

The Surviver

Peiling
always 21 days away from 9 may

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My willpower can change everything!

Never give up!

No excuses in everything i do,cos problems still can be solved

I love myself

Even how desperate i am, i need to be calm and think properly b4 making any decision.

Mistakes are lessons to learn from

I am optimistic!!

Look forward and forget the past!